When
I first made a commitment to Christ in the early seventies,
the Word of God cut through the hardness of my heart and
caused me to recognize my need for the Savior. I had been
singing professionally and was a self-sufficient, self-centered,
cynical young woman. I thought I knew what I wanted and
what it would take to make me happy. I had set about trying
to achieve those goals with fervor. Spurning God wasn't
a conscious effort on my part. He simply wasn't part of
the equation.
I grew up in Wisconsin
and attended church regularly, knew catechism, could verbalize
church doctrine, and was baptized and confirmed. But I had
never read the Word of God. I knew nothing about it. In
our home we went to church regularly, prayed before meals
and at bedtime, and observed Christian holidays. I knew
about God but I didn't know Him.
Many years later
when a young girl asked me if I was a Christian, I wasn't
sure how to answer. She gave me a little pamphlet called
"The Four Spiritual Laws, " and that
night, alone in my hotel room, I read the Biblical plan
of salvation. As I read the pamphlet, the Scriptures practically
leaped off the page at me. I recognized how far away from
God I was. I was also drawn to a sense of purity and righteousness
in the Scriptures. I wasn't sure if God was real. But I
knew that if what I was reading was available, I needed
it. The Word of God convicted me of my sin and at the same
time revealed God's love to me.
I'd had preconceived
ideas about the Bible even though I'd never read it. I thought
it was impossible to understand and that it contradicted
itself. Fortunately, the young girl who had given me that
little pamphlet also gave me a modern translation of the
New Testament. I grudgingly agreed to read a chapter a day.
To my amazement, I couldn't put it down. It was all totally
new to me.
I didn't know
the Old Testament from the New Testament. I didn't realize
that Matthew, Mark, Luke and John were four accounts of
the life of Christ. As I read some of the same gospel accounts
I was irritated because I thought someone was moving my
bookmarker. I had no idea that Jesus was coming again. But
I began to understand how much God loved me, and I began
to walk with Him.
What
an incredible journey it's been. Through it all, His Word
has been a steady, unfailing compass. God's Word says, "My
people are destroyed for lack of knowledge" (Hosea
4:6). Yet God's great love letter to us is at our fingertips.
He's given us the instruction manual for all creation, and
it's filled with advice, principles, and promises.
I encourage you to get into the Word
yourself. As you read the Scriptures, I am praying that
your faith will be built and your heart encouraged. May
He touch you right where you are with His grace and His
love.